May 31, 2004

Listen : Superstar [ Tegan&Sarah ]

I was watching Buffy:tVS season 4 dvd, the set which Baby G got for me with X-Files season 8 dvd set.. Love ya G. And I was watching 'This Year Girl' of course.. I couldn't resist cause Faith was in it!!! I watched it with commentary with Douge Petrie.. who was the writer. He said 'All she dreams about is Buffy.' in Faith's dream sequences, and how Faith couldn't stay away from Buffy. I mean.. subtext anyone??? Ok, so he said it was more sisterly, sibling rivalry kinda thing, but come on!!

Anyway, I just thought it was funny. But then we get to see Buffy as a badguy, cause that's how she was in Faith's dreams. Eliza looked good!! And SMG looked soooooooooo good.. well, both of them.. hehe..

May 26, 2004

Ok, in about 2 weeks I'll have my black belt test.. I don't know if I'm ready for it.. I mean, I've been so busy and stressed out that I can barely do anything.. and when I get to do anything I'm just tired. Like today, I could do 8 rounds.. (ok, in that I mean.. we start with 8 laps around the dojo, 8 jumping jack, 8 push-up, 8 sit-up then we work our way down.. 7, 6, 5, you got the idea...) I got to about 4 and I was just dead.. I mean I can probably push for it, but I could feel it.. so I stopped for a breather and let them continue.. ( of course Sensei Stella happened to knock me with her knuckles... right at my temple.. I felt the migrain right then ) I'm so out of it.. this is what happen when I don't really get into class for almost 2 weeks.. 2 stressful weeks of final projects.. We're picking the stuff up on June 1st. Chaos.. let me tell ya, chaos.

Got LotR : RotK.. I'm gonna go watch it now.. hehe..

Baby G got me X-Files season 9 and B:tVS season 4!!! WOOOOO HOOOOOOOOO!!! In exchange of me drawing B:tVS doujinshi for her.. (well, adaptation of her fanfic 967-Buffy) nice deal I'll say..

May 19, 2004

Finally, I'm done with school and I mean DONE!!

The final review was on Monday, my time was at 4PM. For senior we have the show over at the gallery downtown, means we have to content ourselves with finding the parking when we go there. There's a parking garage, but I'm not sure where that is.

So, I got there almost an hour early, because I always do. Just in case I got stuck, couldn't find parking I still have time. So I got there and unlike the usual occurance.. they were early. Yup, the committee was early in their review, it's like once in a blue moon, let me tell you. At midterm they started it late.. and I mean late.. 30 min late and when the schedule is 15 min per person.. it didn't help, it was like a mad scramble. But suddenly they were early, maybe they just wanna get it over with, I know I did.

So I got there Amy was 2 persons before me and she was next, so I thought, well, I got about 30 min, which mean I'll be out of there before 4, which is all good.. but then they skipped Gorette, cause she wasn't there, but they were 20 min before her scheduled time. So, they came right to me.

They liked my book.

So, I'm happy about that, I've been dreading it.. and kinda scared. I mean if I didn't get the grade then it's another damn semester and I'm sick of school. Anyway, I got out of there waaaaaaaaaaay before 4 and feeling pretty good. But now I'm just all burnt out.

I did a few sketches for Faith and Buffy to-be comic.. and a new layout for my homepage and writing at the same time. Well, I don't have school to deal with anymore, so it's cool.

May 10, 2004

dignified in what she does when she sings
the smile that she brings to all of you
unaware of what’s to come, I said tell me:
what’s to come

green is the color of my envy
it’s the color of fame
so I’m gonna write it down
I’m gonna scream it out
and I’m never gonna be the same again

fear is the color you’ve all exposed
now I gotta get up here and prove the importance
of my clothes and my pose I suppose

hard core superstar by far
you’re the ultimate star
do you wanna be a superstar?
well that’s what you are
you’re gonna be a star
do you wanna be a superstar?

clever in what she does
competing for the attention
of those people that you know
my whole life revolves around your absence
until I can’t remember
what I was, what I am,
what I know or where I go

every moment was that moment
every day was that day
every second was that second
and I’ve lost myself again
yes I’ve lost myself again

hard core superstar by far
you’re the ultimate star
do you wanna be a superstar?
well that’s what you are
you’re gonna be a star
do you wanna be a superstar?

and soon my face will be on every magazine
then my voice will be on every frequency
take my heart — while you’re at it
why don’t you sign me up to sell me out

hard core superstar by far
you’re the ultimate star
do you wanna be a superstar?

I am my angel 'til death I do
I saw my first angel and it was you

. . . what’s to come?

[ Superstar | Tegan&Sara ]

May 04, 2004

Ok, I lost my watch... How? I don't know.

It's my navy blue Casio G-Shock Chris got for me in exchanged for me getting her a A-Wire Oakley shades. Yeah... well, she didn't know yet..

So, that was my incentive to go and get my other watch Nautica battery change.. which I did and I'm back wearing that one now. I'm thinking of getting another G-Shock.. the one with Solar power or whatever.. looks pretty good.. I liked it. But it'll be another $150 that I'm not sure I wanna spend. Oh well...

I got another 7 pictures to draw.. I got enough paper I think.. already cut them got 30 pieces. Man, and I freaked over it.. For some reason I got the number 13 pieces in my head.. and well... ha ha.. Hopefully I won't need to take another trip.. but I will know by the end of the week, cause it's almost finish with the drawing, and now it's making sure layout is consistance and I will print them all out.. tomorrow will be writing center visit and get story worked on.. truthfully I don't think they would read it, but hey.. You never know.

May 03, 2004

Listening : Finding Myself

Ok, it's that time of the year again... yup, crunch time!!! Oh Joy..

Ok, so I got 12 days.. or rather a week, I have to do that so i get things done on time.. in the next 2 days I'll be finishing up all the illustrations and then figuring out the page number and print them.. I keep thinking 13 pages.. and well, nope! it's 28 with the credit and intro and with covers 30.. which mean I'm short on papers.. I'll cut them up tomorrow and figure out how many more sheets I will need. Then the cover and the poster, which will have to wait till all the illustrations are done.. but I can start with the cover tomorrow I think.

Oh happy happy joy joy..

May 01, 2004

Went to see 'Mean Girls' today, it was good.. I like Linsey Lohan... (if that's how her name's spell) Now I'm just busting my ass trying to get more stuff done.. everything due on the 13.. so I gotta get them done like a week before if possible.. (yeah, right) At least SS stuff gonna have to be done, like it or not.. tomorrow, buying stuff... gotta get some paper..

In the mean time.. I made some collages that probably can be used as wallpaper.. (cause I kept the size at 1024x768) Mistress, Weakness, and my latest Lost

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome
And I dont feel right when you’re gone away

Cause Im broken when I’m open
And I dont feel like I am strong enough
Cause Im broken when I’m lonesome
And I dont feel light when you’re gone away

[ Broken | Seether ]