I am having one of those unproductive, depressing day. I wanna do something, but I don't know what. I called a few people and well, got no answer, none, nope, nah-dah. Why is it that I allow them to reach me whenever they feel like it and it wouldn't be the same for me. Think it's time to just forget all these people, I guess it just one way street. I hate it here, I want to go home.