sky
darkening
clouding up
rain
droplets fell against my face
cool my fevered skin
penetrating

I'm shaking...
it's getting cold
wet to the core...
but my inside's burning..

I should've learn
I should've shut you out
you hurt me once before
and yet I let you in again
stupidly
thinking it'll be different

rain
cold against my skin
shuddering
shaking
can't stop
hard as I tried, I can't stop
and my inside burn

you hurt me again
why?
the better question is
why not?
I never learned
won't ever learn
and still I burn