March 21, 2002

Status: in pain
Listen: Caught In The Sun [ Course of Nature ]

How do you know when it is time to move on? That it's time to go. Maybe now is the time to go, maybe I should stick around. But why? Why should I stick around when I know that in the end, when it is all over I won't be the chosen one, in fact, there was already the chosen one and I'm just here to entertain them. To know, to touch and finally to keep, that would be the greatest gift, but in this case, it is to know, to touch and unable to hold and finally have to let go. Whatever I do would never be good enough, so what am I waiting for? A formal word? That would've been very painful, to be told that it is time to leave.

Status: chillin'
Listen: Excess [ Tricky ]

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the reality of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands.

This mode is incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... but that's life.

[ Slipknot: Gently ]


[ X: -_- ]

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