Status: tired as hell
Listen: Caught In The Sun [ Course of Nature ]

I've been asleep for 3 hours and had to get up and get a shower... I wish I could just roll over and go right back to sleep, should've get a shower earlier. I should go make a call and then go to bed, at least tomorrow class isn't as early as today.

Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
We're never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
We're never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me

[ NIN: And All That Could Have Been ]

Status: tired as hell
Listen: Pardon Me [ Incubus ]

I've been running around all morning, made 3 trips between home and school. I finally turned in my portfolio for senior studio though, so that's 1 less thing to be stressed about. My plaster mold cracked, so I will have to get plaster and then the Prof will help me with it on Wed, but tomorrow afternoon I will have to at least do pulp painting, or I wouldn't be finishing any of this on time for the next portfolio due. I'm so exhausted right now, even my hair protest me staying awake. Chris forgot to call me back last night and well... she said I didn't call back.. forgive me! God, everytime.. it almost like she knew that it was her fault but by saying that I was the one that suppose to call will make it ok that she forgot. The next thing I know she'll probably forget I exist. But then, when that happened I can say that I had it coming. She doesn't even remember my birthday, what do I expect, right? If I die, I wonder if she gonna remember the day... but by then I won't be around to care.

[ X: tired and grumpy ]