Status: just thinking
Listen: nothing..

I still haven't got a clue what I should do. Helga said I should wait and see and I do agree with her, because that's the only thing I can do right now, wait and see. That once she worked out her problem she would come back, sooner or later. But I really don't know. I guess I will try to figure this one out, but in the mean time I'll try not to think about it too much. Not right now anyway. I'd rather be worried about my belt test right now. Then something else. Just can't deal with this. I love her to dead, but guess that didn't mean much to her. I still feel that feeling in the pit of my stomach everytime I think about it. It won't go away, all I can do is try not to think too much.