Status: Thinking
Listen: my own heartbeat

thinking of all that I've done for you,
what else can I possibly do or say to make everything all right
is there a way,
then please show me,
because I am

at the end of this road
and I am too weak to take another step,

will this ever be enough
when I've given you all that I was,
all that I am and all I will ever become,
it is you who I adore beyond all reason,
it is you who I lay my life down for,
and for you I'd walk a thousand miles

but I am
at the end of this road
and I am too weak to take another step,

and if I fall into the ocean
floating in the vast pool of sorrow
I am going under
it is getting hard to keep my head up
it is harder to keep breathing

is there a way for you to get me out of this
is there a way for you to help me
is there a way that you would notice
because I am

at the end of this road
and I am too weak to take another step

because I am
at the end of this road

[ X: getting a bit mellow ]

Status: Stuck in the house
Listen: Just Trading Spaces

Woke up this morning and had to shovel the snow, yup, before it turn to ice since it's really cold today. I want to go out, but it was so icy outside I don't want to test my luck. Lady Luck isn't on my side. Ok, here.. if you have 1 wish, what will it be? For me, I can't really tell. Something to think about. Had the weirdest dream last night, but now, I can't really recall. I should go back to keeping my dreams journal, I tend to remember more of them that way. Might be interesting, though I do know that one single person tend to be in my dream.

[ X: back into the shadow ]